"lately i've been jaded, life got so complicated."
lately i've been jaded, life got so complicated.
don't bother with the title, it's taken from a song. bwahahah. anyways..
yesterday, the family headed for CHANGI AIRPORT(!!!) for dinner right after baba got home from work.
jeez, it has been quite a while since i've been there. poor baba, he has just came back from that place, and went there again for dinner. nyahahaha. the plan was to catch Pirates of Carribean: Dead Man's Chest after dinner. instead, we went back home, to catch a friendly match between Liverpool (!!!) and a football club i do not know. =.='' i didn't catch it anyways. i went straight to sleep, because i have religious class the next morning..
which is today.
religious class was as usual, boring. and i'm still wondering why. >.<
random pictures for you to view
me and kakak ira.
me, last saturday.
vanessa(yap), me, cleomine a long, long time ago.
[edit] jeez, i don't know why. but i'm really looking forward to school, tomorrow although i can't imagine how i and some other people will manage to put on our ties on a weather that totally burns us! >:{
what's more? i have PE the first two periods, and right after that i have math. that means, i have to change right away and put on my tie while i'm still sweaty and sticky!
oh goodness, remind me to bring my face towel, wet wipes, axe oil, tissues and facial wash! did i left out anything? tsk. bear with me la. those are my everyday necessities in school. i'm a bimbo, and so is my mom.
there's band tomorrow! (: i hope there's sectionals.
i love rasyiqaaaaaaaaaaaa. rasras(: BWAHAHAHA!! [/edit]
"i know it for real."
i know it for real.
gawd, i really hate project works. i have three right now! the suckiest one had to be my malay project.
my group members are hopeless. i assigned her to get me markers from popular, and get all the members to contribute the money, and last week when we wanted to get started, she said there were no markers at popular. she has got to be kidding me. gosh, it's popular. if they have it at cheap bookshops, why aren't there any markers at popular? don't tell me there is only one kind of markers there. jeez, i bet she didn't even go to popular to search for it. she's so totally lying, isn't she?
thanks to ms. zhalynda, all my group members (i was spared! i did everything!) were scolded last thursday.
tsk. i should choose my group members more carefully next time. alright, thank goodness i have no homework this weekend. just completing my small malay project work: poems.
it's very cool, and i'm doing it alone. i'll finish it in no time. it would be better if nana is around with her markers, so i don't have to buy any. pffft, nevermind. i think my mom's gonna scream at me if i ask her for money to buy the markers. aaaaaah!
woohooo~~! could you hear the slight thunder? bwahahaha. it's gonna rain anytime! yeaaaaaah!
and i better get those markers. jeez. =.=''
"look into my eyes."
look into my eyes.
i'm so sorry. updates=tomorrow! gah, i'm effing exhausted.
g'night 'vryone! (: i could hardly lift my eyes up.
loves!
"she makes me wanna nana."
FARHANAH A. RASHID!
"together's where we belong."
hahaha! thanks alot, aldrich! :D
tata for now!
"thought i was alone."
and.. guess who's back! - alane and family. hahaha. how's Bali, eh![edit] i miss angang =P [/edit]
"never ending scream."
never-ending scream.
AND IF WE ARE SO DISGUSTING, WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER TO GO TO MY BLOG AND READ MY POSTS, UH! don't you think it's freaking stupid and ridiculous! bloody hell, okay. if you wanna insult anyone, just don't come here la. what do you think? my blog's a forum for insulting people you hate ah. you'll get into deeper shit if i know who you are la. for now, i don't even bother to look up your i.p. address. you hate me and my sister, that's your problem. tell us straight in the face la. wanna visit blogs, here and there.
kecik-kecik tak nak mampos! dah besar susahkan orang. inilah budak-budak hanyut.
berani buat, tak berani taruk nama. otak letak kat jubo la. pi jalan da.
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[edit] ahh! i forgot. to alane and family, have fuuuuuuuun, and have a pleasant flight! ahhh, i've been wanting to say that! nyahahaha. air stewardess, eh? nyahaha. [/edit]
i seriously need to apologise for not updating for almost 5 days. this is due to how busy i am during the weekdays, with band practises and homework, i don't even have time to update. so yeaah.
let's start with friday.
FRIDAY
i found myself with geneva to the girls' toilet to change to our costumes. geneva wore a dress, and i wore my punjabi/kurta, whatever la. some stupid assholes said that i was a samurai. well, you're wrong. like very, very wrong. you're so dumb. it's an indian costume, la you idiot! samurai, your head. i felt like slapping those boys ah. nevermind that. despite all the excitement, i still concentrated during lessons, which was unexpected.
gah, what's the point seh. might as well wear uniform, and study. buat susahkan orang je.
after school, i had a splitting headache. however, i still went for band practice which was from 2:30 till 7, because i knew my tutor was coming during the sectionals. i'm a good girl, okay. i changed into my band tee, and school skirt.
headed for the canteen to eat. i was hungy and angry. ended up eating with alvin, angeline, cleomine and vanessa. hurried to the band room. band practice was rather boring, because we were mostly playing the John Denver songs like Leaving On A Jet Plane. and my section played the most boring part of the piece. especially fhorn 2, me and sahida. mr. alvin, conductor, said the f horn section is doing not bad, okay. i was quite happy, because i've made the effort to come and practice! finally, it was sectionals. we started working on stand up for singapore.
haha, it was alright, and a bit tricky even though it is an easy piece.
friday in school ended at 7:30, after a nice cup of curry noodles and coke with fellow bandmates and surprisingly, keegan.
dad fetched me and as soon as i got home, i was told to hurry and shower, as the whole family's going out for dinner. ahhh. we got to adam rd, since mama's plan to taman serasi didn't go very well. i was so exhausted, and fell asleep in the car. and as soon as i opened my eyes, we were on the benjamin sheares bridge! singapore river, esplanades, yes yes! hahahaha. i continued with my sleep. and i don't know why, we ended up in changi beach! bwahahaha! kak ain and nana had to answer nature's call right away. then, to the swings! yes, we were all very happy ah.
SATURDAY
lunch with mama and baba at jurong west. then to IMM. saw damian moorthy.
dinner with mama, baba and nana at west coast. then to west coast park!
home.
SUNDAY
religious class with all those irritating people.
home now! (:
love!
"stick to the stuff you know."
stick to the stuff you know.
since when are you obsessed with going retro ah? so totally copying someone else! nevermind ah.
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it is tuesday. and lessons have been boring, as usual. recesses with the usual people.
not in order of merit!* alyanna, regina, kathleen, mariel. sometimes, john and moses. and oh yeah, 1/3 has started selling all their NUTS for fund-raising! haha. so get your nuts/kacang/whatever! they taste good. $1 only.
(:
ohh, this is so boring. should you or should you not be reading today's entry.
eurgh.
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pei yee, get well!
gerri, cheer up!
pfffffft. i miss mission week. gah!
one love.
"BIRTHDAYS ARE SPECIAL JUST LIKE YOU!"
BIRTHDAYS ARE SPECIAL JUST LIKE YOU!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY,DENISE SANJIE!
HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY,
KAKAK IRA!
"why am i feeling so wrong?"
300 lines of: '' I WILL REMEMBER TO DO MY CLASS DUTY EVERYDAY "
i don't wanna elaborate much on the reason why the whole class had to do that. it was supposed to be handed in to the teacher by the end of that day. but i, and a few friends, have the chance of handing it first thing in the morning on monday, because we had BAND PRACTICE (: pfffft, she didn't tell us earlier, and so we missed a couple hours band. like an hour or so.
sectionals. FRENCH HORN, sahida and her best friend janice, me and ma'am rasyiqa. dale wasn't present.
we had sectionals near the PE UNIT. yes, it was very warm. i was perspiring like hell, as soon as i got there.
nyetnyetnyet. i know ma'am rasyiqa wasn't concentrating much. she was watching the soccer match they had at the school field. inter-class ah? i don't know. hahahaha.
after the sectionals, full band practice. JOHN DENVER SONGS. hrmmmmmppfffh. sahida thinks that both our part, HORN 3, are very boring. nyahahaha. yes it is, because it is simple. and i love it! leaving, on a jet plane and many more. the band has two/three performances to perform. and one is at a community centre, for national day. whoaaaaaa. i can't wait! i want my parents to come down at watch the horn section. haha. how thick-skinned. we'll even play the national anthem, says the conductor. i hope so. heh, i really can't wait!
spent my time listening to HSM soundtracks agaaaaain! nyahahaha.
chatted with my very own blog designer, melissa. also, alyanna, regina, damien and loaaaaaaaads more!
hahaha. i have alot of chatting to do, indeed. oh god, i'm so tired. can't wait to rest tomorrow. gaaaaah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANISIA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE, DENISE SANJIE AND KAKAK IRA!
WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
"spinning around"
spinning around.
oh gee. i had a splitting headache early in the morning. is it a small world? mariel joined me, spinning around.
we were both having that stupid headache.
oh anyways, i've been starting to read my sister's book: the five people you meet in heaven. and i hate it when reading period's over while my classmates just can't wait to go back to class. don't they appreciate the quiet in the morning, reading? nevermind ah.
seriously, the pain was like hell. i could barely stand! i made my way down to the malay room, and found out that cikgu zhalynda wasn't in school. oh my, i felt so relieved. 'cause i really need to rest. i've been walking up and down for almost an hour. i went straight to the study area! nyahahaha. surprisingly, my stomache was almost gone! :D i saw john pecson talking to aloysius. haha, then i went straight to a table where there was:
ALYANNA! KATHLEEN! jerome = >.< we were bitching, and surprisingly john was so engaged in the conversation. we were talking about a whole lot of stuff. and yes, with john and me in the gang, all of use became horny, wild and of course, crazy. played truth or truth. aaaaaaah! it was fun laa!
haha, we laughed till ALYANNA had a stomach cramp. oh yeah, did i tell you that it was irritating that alyanna realised she had her camera with her only after all the talking ended, and we were at the canteen already? TSK!
i had mee siam, alyanna and kathleen, mee rebus! mariel was sucha poor thing. she had no money 'cause all her allowance was spent. what's more? she lended alot of money to her friends. and none of them paid her up.
i, who had extra two dollars, gave that two dollars to her! :D she even said she wanna pay it back to me tomorrow! aieeee. it's really okay, laa.
skit for OLIVER TWIST is gonna be a disaster la. MRS GAN decided to appoint groups for us despite having said that group members are of our choice. wth! i am with vivi, jing xuan, ellis, athraj. by english period, i was having a headache already ah. i felt better during geography, and i was focused. school ended earlier, i think, for the lower sec students. we had a racial harmony skit by a few representatives from singapore discovery centre, and it was pretty boring. maybe i've watched alot of skits like this before? hmm. since ended earlier, and i was hungry, i went for lunch with vanessa. long john. vanessa, you have to finish your food next time if you don't want me to finish up your food, and if you think it's greedy of me to do that! nyahaha. what's wrong with eating more la! i'm so skinny? like sanjie DENISE said, how she wishes she could give some of her fats to me, and i'll look abit fleshy. BWAHAHAHA!!
"MARK GONZALEZ!!"
MARK GONZALEZ!!
BWAHAHAHA! IT'S HIS 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY!
WOI! GIVE HIM SOME LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE! :D
all the best in Liverpool FC! <3
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. HOT.
"hottie alert!"
hottie alert!
MARK GONZALEZ!
(:
WELCOME TO LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL CLUB!
woi! he's a new HOTTIE in the squad!
NYAHAHAHAHAA! good job la, rafa!
mark!
- 22 in two more days! ^^
- from south africa!
- midfielder!
gonzalez is pictured above taking a break from training at Melwood, alongside new signing Fabio Aurelio, to get some advice from Rafael Benitez.
"let the chance slip away."
let the chance slip away.
"i've been tagged by alvin, kak ira, alane."
i've been tagged by alvin, kak ira, alane.
7 random facts about me!
- i love to sing.
- i was once a famous leading actress in my previous school.
- frank.
-jinx.
- i still sleep on the masterbed with my mom when dad is away.
- i love emma roberts. she's my idol.
- i love stevie g and xabi alonso!
7 things that scare me
- Him.
- death.
- cats and dogs.
- dolls.
- ghosts.
- lost of belongings.
- blackouts.
7 random songs at the moment
- la that la, la by rihanna.
- unfaithful by rihanna.
- hips don't like FIFA WORLD CUP '06 REMIX by shakira, wyclef jean and various artists! (: HOTHOT!
- underneath your clothes by shakira.
- come get some by rooster.
- last flight out by plus one!! BLOODY HOT!
- stupid girls by pink.
7 things i usually say
- riiiiiight.
- whateVER.
- NYAHAHAHA!!
- BWAHAHAHA!!
- pffffffft.
- tsk.
- bloody hell.
- whaaaaaat?
7 people to do this
you decide la.
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Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.
1. Alane Beryl T. Mercado
2. Alvin Ho
3. Nurul Ain A. Rashid
4. Farhanah A. Rashid
5. Steven Gerrard (:
6. Alyanna Bulao
7. Regina Mae
8. Kathleen O.
9. Mariel Clarisse
10. John Mari Pecson
11. Moses Prado
12. Chiam Kailin
13. Dominic Nakamura
14. Norfidiana Norollah
15. Kathleen Gacad
16. Christie Thane
17. Nadiah Saladdin
18. Afiq Saladdin
19. Nadhirah A. Rashid
20. Xabi Alonso (:
how did you meet 14. ?
first day of school this year! - that's norifidiana norrollah!
how would you feel if you never met 1. ?
insecured and depressed! - that's alane beryl t. mercado! <3
what would you do if 20. and 9. dated ?
i'll kill mariel! nyahaha. tsk! - that's xabi alonso and mariel clarisse!
did you ever like 19. ?
HELLO? HELL, YEAAAAAH! - that's nadhirah a. rashid, ME! :D
would 6. and 7. make a good couple?
well, actually they're both good girlfriends. prolly, not couple but girlfriends. that's alyanna bulao and regina mae! <3>
describe 3. !
hoho. stingy at times. always hungry, always reading, always sleeping. catch her in action, EATING! and yeah, she is fat, to me. she ain't heavy, she's my sister! - that's nurul ain a. rashid, my eldest sister! <3
do you think 8. is attractive?
she's one of my best girlfriends. HELL, YEAAAAAH! - that's kathleen o. ! <3
something about 7. ?
crazy, wild, fun, hip. one of my best girlfriends. - that's reggie! nyaha. regina mae! <3
do you know any of 12. family members?
sadly, no. - that's hottie chiam kailin!
what are 9. favourites?
JACK? bwahahahaha! - one of my best girlfriends. that's mariel clarisse! <3
what would you do if 18. confess that he/she likes you?
i'll faint. - nyahaha. that's ''fattie'' afiq saladdin.
what language(s) does 15. speak?
ooooooooh! french, tagalog, english, a dash of malay and mandarin? - that's ''aunt'' kathleen gacad! <3
who is 9. going out with?
hahahaha! JACK?! - that's mariel clarisse again! <3
how old is 16. now?
wow! EIGHTEEN, though she's in sec four! - i love her truckloads! that's christie thane! <3
when was the last time you spoke to 13.
yesterday! - bwahaha. that's hottie dominic nakamura!
who is 2.'s favourite singer?
i am so not sure! but i'll try. rihanna? - that's spongie alvin ho! <3
would you ever date 17. ?
haha! she's a girlfriend! but, sure! - that's nadiah saladdin!
is 11. single?
yeaaaah. - one of the boys i usually hang out with! that's moses prado! <3
what is 10.'s last name?
HAHAHA! you know it! PECSON. - one of the boys i usually hang out with too! that's john mari pecson! <3
would you ever be in a serious relationship with 13. ?
BWAHAHAHA!! he is a hottie. but no, never! he's 17! - that's hottie dominic nakamura again!
what school does 3. go to ?
currently not schooling! hopefully in october! - that's my eldest sister, nurul ain a. rashid again! <3
where does 6. live?
OHHH! jalan jurong kechil! i got that right. - one of my greatest girlfriends, alyanna bulao! <3
what are your favourite things about 5. ?
OH MY GOD!! he's hot, skillful in football, Liverpool Fc's Captain! - that's my favourite HOT football player, STEVEN GERRARD! :D
ever seen 1. naked?
oh. maybe her stomach in one of her pictures. nyaha. - that's the greatest alane beryl t. mercado! <3
5 people to be tested are!
- ALANE BERYL T. MERCADO!
- ALYANNA BULAO!
- CHRISTIE THANE!
- ALVIN HO!
- REGINA MAE!
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i'm glad i'm done with these quizzes or whatever you call it!
"try to catch my wave~~~!"
try to catch my wave~~~!
hey! nice title, huh? heh. well, it's all about the fun i had during my first swimming lesson with a few other sec one classes for the last two periods! nyahaha. i've decided to join the beginners' group. and i must say it was a lot of fun. the instructor was funny and did i mention old? haha. yeah. it's surprising to see him having such stamina when he's currently ageing. hats off! hah. for the other sec one classes who have yet to begin your swimming lessons, haha. i think you will begin on thursday. and bloody hell, you guys are gonna have so much fun. i actually wasn't really looking forward to it yesterday night, but the excitement of my classmates made me excited. nyehehe.
hmm. speaking of my classmates. they're giving me headaches most of these days. well, it is a headache due to most of them. especially the girls at the back of the class, and the naughty boys. the girls. they were talking very loudly, and not only that, they screaaaaamed in the MIDDLE of the classroom. why? -her boyfriend has remedial and they can't meet. i would definitely say: WHATEVER?!?! well, yeah. i don't have a boyfriend. maybe i don't know what it feels like. but do you really have to FEEL IT in the middle of the classroom and let EVERYONE know? i mean .. are you trying to show off that you have a boyfriend? *stupid girls* and they looooooove to talk so loudly. you can even hear what they're talking about from outside the classroom. they were sharing answers, talking about they boyfriends or WHATVER. they used the mobile phones. i mean, i don't mind. but if you wanna use it, will you use it secretly. it is as though they are showing it off. uggggh. *stupid girls* shirts tucked out? skirts folded in a messy manner? - you can actually see that the length of the skirt in the front and back view is different. like hello? i don't know if you agree with me. but i don't think shirts tucked out looks cool. it's so messy and not nice! skirts? - well if you really wanna fold it, FOLD IT PROPERY so that no one knows! *stupid girls* and hair, please! you look like a ghost, or worse than that with it all out! tie it nicely. you'll look sweet! AND .. if you wanna diet, diet in a clever way. dieting does not mean SKIPPING YOUR MEALS. that is so wrong. you have to eat enough of every meal. do i HAVE to teach home econs here?
have all your meals. just cut down on your snacks, desserts. have fruits and more veggies. THAT IS ALL! plus some exercises, that will NOT kill you! (; good luck girls, those are advices to become A GIRL.
nadhirah is so fussy. ngada-ngada, macam-macam!
yes, that is how the girls in my class act. most of them. and what's up with them and mirrors. they can't stop looking at themselves!they have a small mirror with them, and pick it up every five minutes. it's superbly irritating. mrs. gan agrees that they are VAIN! nyahaha. even a bimbo like me isn't so very vain. you can adjust your hair/face/nose/whatever when the period ends! i mean, lesson. pffffft!
okay. i seriously have to eat. you girls make me sick! nyahaha. my mom's mee soto is waiting!
hehehehehe! stupid girls. baby if i act like that, that guy won't call me back!
STUPID GIRLS! ^^