SummerLove.

Monday, January 30, 2006

(12:37:00 PM)
""

OH MY !
can you believe this girl ! i actually thought today is TUESDAY.
WTF! i hurriedly did my malay essay! =)

wtv. cus! i went to the airport yesterday!
swensens-ing again ! this time the queue was extremely long to my uttermost suprise. aaaaaaaah. i love the airport. so damn clean. ahah! i paid a visit to the toilet! =) the cleanest in singapore, trust me.

the airport's wonderful. =) can't wait to visit again!

went to CHANGI BEACH. went to WESTCOAST.
so fun la , yesterday.

people! today's monday! okay!

i dont give a. -
keep lookin at ma. -
cus it don mean a thang if you're lookin at ma. -
ha. i ma do ma thang while you're playin wit cha. -

Sunday, January 29, 2006

(1:13:00 PM)
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HOMEWORK.

left with a malay freaking easy essay and vocab.
= )

dance with me. make me sway.
bend with me. sway with me.
make me thrill as only you know how.
my eyes will see only you.
when we sway i go weak.

i get so weak in the knees, i can hardly speak.
i try hard to fight it, no way can i deny it.
your love's so sweet. knocks me right off of my feet.
i want you to stay with me.

can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

(10:55:00 PM)
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OBSTACLES,DILLEMAS,COMPLICATIONS. what else?

okay. it is difficult to see myself struggling through this roller coaster journey.
WTH. pressure.stress.here and THERE.
i am not the only one. okay. everyone's so depressed and moody in school.
nonetheless. we tried our freaking best to fake a smile, a laugh.

wtv!

okay. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.
1/1 won for best decorated class. yay me.
the chairperson of my class FOOKED and pissed me off during the start of the day.
F! he did not lock the classrms door. and he blamed and shouted at me.
like i was the one in fault. it was one HELLUVA day. i was kinda forced to cheer up.
cus it was a freaking celebration in the vincent hall. damien,ameer,alfy & all the other seniors were there. bestie GERALDINE was pissed. NORFI and RAS looked moody.
and i dont know what had happened.
haaaaaaaasss.

i bonded with my girlfriend! hee. NATASHA! LJS! did not see JOHN bowl there. so.chitchat.
then BOOM! home. she went over to my hse. fster-ing. msn-ing. yay her.
i had to go out so she had to leave. aiiyy. sorry there! feel kinda guilty. will make it up to you, besttiee! :)

tday! lunching.BEACHROAD.dinna.EASTCOAST. i passed by the AIRPORT baybeh!!!!!!!!!
i saw the CONTROL TOWER. damn excited. aaaaaaasss.
i missed you, airport. i love youuu!

homework. a little more not done. doing it tomorrow or the day after next.
anyone wanna join me on this HOMEWORK DATE? any hottay?

H rocks my socks off. GERRI.NATASHA.JOHN. hottaysss!

hothothothot! =) hottay&co.

i created this :
i'm hot! i'm crazeyy! everybody wants my number!

laughs. okay. that'll totally make my day when im SO FREAKING PISSED.

=) hothothot.
H ROCKS.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

(6:26:00 PM)
""

kiss me :)

all my life, i prayed for someone like you.

and i thank god that i, i finally found you.

yes i pray that you do love me too.

Monday, January 23, 2006

(5:43:00 PM)
""

you have nothing else better to do. but to ruin my happy day.

get a life. and get lost.

(5:12:00 PM)
""

airport.aaaah.

oh. we, as in the family, planned to go to ecp for cycling. HAH. nana's GOOD idea. it was a sunday! haha. i went back from RE(religious education ) , 2 hours earlier. off to market. with dad,neighbour and mom. ho god. that morning - down with cough and fever. aaaaaaah. hahah. must be H's fault.
nah. he got me so caught up! =) wtv la. don't think people know what i'm talking about here. nvm that!

it rained heavily. went back all they way to changi aiport! haha to have late lunch. it was 4 by then! we ate at SWENSENS. airport visit. duh. who else's idea? ain for sure.

before we went into the carpark. the first thing caught my eyes was the CONTROL TOWER.missed it. aaaaa. all took out the camera phones.
and took a few shots. okay. maybe not a few. ALOT. damn. people thought we were tourists. embarrassing, trust me.

aaaaaaaaah! i first stepped into level 3, terminal 2. !! the first thing i did.
sniff the airport. don't you just love the scent of the airport! hhhhhhhhaaaas.
nana went to the toilet. as expected. she took a shot of the cubicle. damn!
sparkling. aahh. i could barely walk properly as we walked to swensens!
steak! aaas. so delicious. : )
shots here and there. and off to ecp. bicycle booth was closed. went to lot one. and poof! HOME.

i'll see the airport maybe next year, again. GOD WILLING. haass. the shots that i've taken, will be sure to post it here soon!

i really enjoyed my first book!
"my desperate love diary" hahas. so damn cool. kelly ann rocks.
joanna said the book sounds interesting. she'll be reading it as i'm this close to finishing it.
even my best classbuds wanna read it. faris and dominic.hhaas.
i must have good taste for books. anyone? recommendation of books!

can't wait to read BITTER SWEET. sounds pretty interesting.
lessons were as usual. im hating the chairperson more and more each day.
but. it isn't my problem. he and his big mouth. me and my. oh wtv.
okay. time for homework. wheeeeeeee. NOT.

FYI. i got into BAND. yay me. vivian is in too. hurrah.
i dont know if i wanna join ed board, or not.

haha.another FYI. H talked to me. and so did JOHN. haha. JOHN was crapping and fooling around with me during the CCA thingy.
so cool la. haha. thanks JOHN, H. u guys rock. i know.
john: who's hot ?!
irah&john: us! =)

my hottay&co. favourite member.
anyone wanna join my company? = P

hothothothothot! =D
H.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

(6:34:00 PM)
"library visit"

YOU MADE ME MISS YOU! =)

it has been quite a very long time since i've paid the library a visit.
aw! i miss you. seeing all the sister borrowing novels and more novels.
frankly, i was jealous. ha. i'm emotional. trust me.
but now! =) yay me. 4 books waiting for me to read. yesyes! hurrah. the four books are awesome.

my desperate LOVE diary by Kelly Ann. ( was laughing. reminds me of NANA AND RAS.)
The Girls' Book of Sucess by Catherine Dee (The Girls' Book editions rock!)
BITTER SWEET
Instant Sisters

went with RAS. cus we were both bored. i need to read. she needs balls.
we went to MC. norfi and fam. came over! =) natasha,mom,norfi,asyraf!

so cute. had to went back. yay. norfi and fam staying over at 512! woohoo.

okay. now. i have just completed sending shaqif a testi.
i don't know why but i feel like i'm proud of it.
you should read it. it's one of the best i've ever written for my f'ster buddies.

i should just stop about there. not much to say about the testi. check it out for yourselves yah!

DINNA! seeya.

remember.
we are beautiful.in every single way.
words can't and won't bring us down.

hottay and co.

Friday, January 20, 2006

(8:39:00 PM)
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PATRICIA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY,GIRL!

friday night.have nothing to do. i guess i have completed all work. :)
hahas.
whoaa. i was this close to going to PAT'S PARTEY with MR.LOKE and friends.
but to think. will my mom allow? cus she didn't know i was INVITED. though it was a verbal invitation , LOLLS.
norfi.natasha.dale. aren't going. so RAS might have a hard time there. but i'm sure she has loads of company there. cheer up okay, RAS!
dora spoke to norfi today. alot! i said: yay you! she had softball practice tday. haha. her shirt was large.but it wasn't weird as what she thought it was.
haha. so cute. (:

okay.that's all for the night.
see ya!

brown!hothothot! (=

(7:00:00 PM)
"buck tooth"

you think you know. but you have no idea.
i have a buck tooth. i'm a bitch. i am tooting ugly. i'm a TOOT!
i'm a .. WHATEVER!

wtv lah. cus even if you insult,tease. cus. it's just the way i am.
i listened to skye sweetnam's just the way i am.
so cool.

not everyone is perfect.
so to that anonymous. if i TOOTED you or HARMED or HURT you in anyways.
im sorry. cus i can't be what you want me to be.
cus till now. i don't know who you are.

but if i did not do anything. and you're TOOTING my tagboard.
i am sure you have something better to do.

okaylah! these things are not worth it for my brain.
it's just the way i am. if you hate my buck tooth. then just hate it.

thankyou to haris.gerri.annie.ken.eugene.hisham for the support you guys gave me.

okay. stayed behind today. did homework with eugene. i made a blog for him!
his blogskin is so damn nice. you should check it out.
eugene! - his blog url! link him even though his blog isn't complete just yet.

im not going for pat's birthday this evening. sorry pat! =)
have fun,guys.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

(9:43:00 PM)
"bonding"

friends

they complete me. they rock. they're pieces of me.
i love them. i don't take friends for granted.
friends. they're my sisters. my brothers. my best friends. my teachers.
a friend means more that a person to me.

so to all my friends. i love you. you guys rock , baybeh!

okay.currently bonding with RASYIQA! & HISHAM!.
have been bonding with HISHAM! for almost 3 hours.
he's sick! get well soon!

RASYIQA! an hour and a half chatting with her. she rocks laaaaaa.

monday! after school. hunting for b'day presents with HISHAM!EUGENE!KATHLEEN!

this is for you.
all my friends.

A quick glance, a tender smile,I am caught in a spell.

A gentle touch, a warm embrace,I know that all too well.

A soft voice, an unspoken love,Across the way I see.

A kind face, an inner beauty,That's what you are to me.

P.S: hisham said i made him feel better! yayme! =)

Friday, January 13, 2006

(9:59:00 PM)
"friday the thirteenth"

friday the thirteenth.

nothing creepy today. phhhewwww.
had BAND! a few days ago. helped BAND! with the banner yesterday.went out with RASYIQA! yesterday. BAND! was superb!

today. alvin,eugene,me,NORFI!,kathleen&vivian. dinner at plaza.

okay. today i've found out that. 1/2 chairperson called me a buffalo and she said i was trying so hard to SLANG my english. WTH. i don't get her. i've never talked to her. i don't look CLOSE like a buffalo - well maybe a pig.

i don't care if im a buffalo. but slang my english? hahahaha! god!
i thought there will be no more teasing, calling of names in secondary school lah!
cus i thought that is so primary school and immature lah!
okay. guess what? i'm freaking shit wrong.

went home with norfi tonight. alvin pissed both of us off. sucks lah.

oohbaybehbaybeh.

imthegirlunevergetjustquitewhatusee!

love can be a many spledored things.cant deny the joy it brings. a dozen roses.diamond rings.

i dont give a. keep looking at ma. cus it dont mean a thing if u're looking at ma.
ha. ima do ma thing while u're playing witcha. BEEP.

songs that rocks.

Sunday, January 8, 2006

(4:24:00 PM)
"arrrrrrrrrr."

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

my sister has a freaking point. actually. gerri's right. i DID posted that entry before u even apologised.

okay. u guys apologised. it's freaking fine.
but. what's the point of u apologising if u need to raise back the whole freaking problem again?

what is the freaking point? i don't understand u people.

help.

i don't understand u. get it? arrrrrr. shit you lah.

Saturday, January 7, 2006

(3:56:00 PM)
"hatethem."

hate them!

clique-ish
sexists
anti-social
talks among their shittening selves when UNNESSCARY.

i hate using those kind of adjectives! but i can't believe tht those adjectives really suit my
" classmates " who are GIRLS.
they can't mix around with ME AND THE BOYS.
what? am i a boy? and they think i'm a freaking tomboy cause i wear a freaking big shirt and a shittening long skirt.

so what? it is not a must for every freaking girl to wear their shirts tightly and skirts so high up their knees. what- you think we're going on a PARTAYY ? it's uniform you , fools.
they wear their shirt so tightly that i can see their huge * BEEP *
they wear their skirs up so high above their kness and when they went up the stair i can see their big ASSES / JUBO under that * BEEP *.

aarrrrrrrr. the girls look nice but deep inside they're mean girls.

okay. i THINK this is what they THINK of me.

they say i use my sister's authority to control them

first. i've never controlled them. except for the class instructors, of course! i didnt even talk?!?!
second. they are jealous. to say i use my sister's authority. cus i get alone pretty well with my class instructors. DUH. i actually don't know them ? my sister don't know them that well too.
it's just that we get along and they're jealous.

i dont control them. and it's like this is my one-liner : " HEY. SHUT UP. MY SISTER IS THE PRESIDENT. DON'T PRAY PRAY. BETTER LISTEN TO ME."

did i freaking use it ? besides why the hell do i wanna say that when i have the instructors to leas. ask the instructors , you bitches.

i can't believe they flirted with the class instructors (boys,duh)
- timothy
-aldrich
-franciso

god. how worse can they get? good thing timothy told them off laah!

and they have alot of comments and have alot to talk.
well. i don't care lah. cus i talk alot too.
but like when it's time to contribute suggestions or ideas. they zip their pileholes.
shittening right? it's only me , theon , dominic with ideas lah.
and and. the chairperson is irresponsible. talk and talk the whole day.
i still find him HUGE in the outside but tiny in the brain and still primary school-ish.
arrrrrr. "trrrrrr-ka-chinnngg"!!! [sry,norfi.had to use this.]

okay. i don't consider the girls of 1/1 to be my friends at all or maybe YET.

my friends.

nana[mysister] & norfi[bestbud] & alvin & daryl & markcus & rasyiqa &kathleen & brenda & natasha & christie & eugene & jocelyn & kezia & erwin & gerri & hisham & amira & haris & annie & davina & joanna & fiddyana & clarice & timothy & franciso & zeyan & wee sern & shi ying & li yi & li ying & theon[1/1] & jared & aldrich + others who don't put on their name tags. sorry. still need to know your name.

okay. and they're all my seniors/class instructors/student councillors/leaders.

no one from 1/1 except gayy theon! haha. he rocks.

for 1/1 girls :
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME.
CUS I AM NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM.
I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN YOU GUYS DO.

because of you all. aldrich says i am so freaking lonely and quiet in class.
well he knows i'm not like that lah.

i'm not adpating to this type of freaking environment.
i'm not anti-social like you people.

i wanna be what i was and what i should be.

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

(6:02:00 PM)
"school"

school

i guess school wasn't as bad as i've expected.
well. it started off real bad.
i don't like the idea of the principle to reinforce && emphasise on things which are unnesscary.
and we had that registration day. and he had already made his address. yes, all that dragging speeches.
and now?!? orientation programme. if he really need to make his address again, he could have just moved on faster with his speech. i find him long-winded, very.
and it was early in the bloody morning?
everyone was almost sleeping while i was almost FAINTING.

we had like almost ten people to make their address. can you imagine that? eurgh.
but the last person was the discipline master, though i had some difficulties listening to his speech, i think he's a cool teacher. he even allowed us to stretch ourselves out!
mr kumar didn't do anything, though he was the one on stage most of the time.

back in class. MRS. GAN is my form teacher! god. she knows ain & nana. and me! haha
how cool. my class is kinda dead though we really have good class instructors.
they brighten up the deadness laas. in the second part of the orientation. i got to meet my old-long-lost senior. ALDRICH!!! my instructor too.haha. but too bad, he didn't recognise me. haha.
but i tried my best to recall him.

me: zhenghua?
him: yes!!
-- and we both shooked hands.

okay. we have NORFI, [one guy whom i have no idea how to spell his name, though his NICE], CLARICE, ALDRICH, TIMOTHY && of course the others.
sorry if i didn't list your names here.! no offence. i'm sure i'll know you better.

RECESS! norfi dissappeared. haha. she told me to STICK WITH BRENDA[BRENDIDA] , KATHLEEN[ youngest gacad] , ANQI , NATASHA![ilikeherhair].

Oo0o0okay. they were interesting,loud&fun people.

after sch.
FIDDYANNA, EUGENE, RASYIQA, GERRI accompanied me while i was waiting for NANA.
after that.
lunch @ MC. with : -
KATHLEEN!, BRENDA!, JOSCELYN!, NORFI!,NANA(sister) && ALVIN![brad ho ah ho]

haha. so they're all my sister's friends or rather, my SENIORS. haha

i don't know what tomorrow has in stored for me.!

Monday, January 2, 2006

(2:12:00 PM)
"shopping,here comes the bride."

shopping && here comes the bride.

okay. these LAST DAYS were spent shopping till i drop. hahas.
yesterday, i've got a wedding invitation. [my aunt/my mom's cousin] - but she's young. and i've got every right to call her KAKAK. okay, nevermind that.

okay. my cousin's gonna get engaged soon. and we were all excited about it.
ooh. and you know who's the most excited one - KAKAK AIN.
haha. she and her nasi minyak.

okay. wedding invitation -- karaoke && eat && fool around. hahas.
now you know why i enjoy weddings. and so i can't wait for my cousin's. bahaha.

okay. i think it's time for me to shop for a school bag && pencil case today. yayyy.
i still have not got my books pack. BRAVA, isn't it.

well. i have been quite a jakun. meddling with my FIRST ever camera fone. hahas.
school starts tomorrow. okay. i'm pretty excited. i've got no idea how secondary school , actually works. mixed emotions. my class has only bloddy 28 people. minus 2. who are from my school.
arr. i'm not that anti-social. but. lazy to approach people. i like it better when THEY approach me. hahas. we shall just see! :D i hope i meet NO ONE that i hate. ho god.

1/1 rocks. [ am i sure? ]

school's tomorrow.
blogging ? - a little lesser , alright.