Tuesday, February 21, 2006
(6:09:00 PM)
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you said you were gonna help. but you didn't.
hypocrite.
saw hisham at the start of the day! ((:
anyways.
benedictkeh pissed me off today, early in the morn'.
he was there at the podium. he didn't mention a single thing about it.
he said he would try his best. ha. but i just couldn't see that.
only mrs. gan is trying to help. if the school is not giving full cooperation, i don't think i could ever find it. i believe my dad is also pissed with keh.
he didn't take any necessary action. ugh.
keh sucked my blood today, early morn, reading period.
i tried to suck back all my tears in cus i don't want people to notice it.
it's just the start of the day. i don't want anyone to be affected or anything.
reading period. i'm done with PELICAN BRIEF, Grisham's book.
decided to take out my history notes. test tomorrow.
john,rakish,jerome were quite rowdy. they were questioning each other on the topics. ha. so i decided to give them my printed history note. and decided to give another copy after they 'fought' over one note.
recess was with grannnie brenda. loves! went crazy with kat and her.
i was quite beaten up throughout the whole day.
guess what. science - first period. oh man.
after school. waiting for ms chong for math ec.
john cursed me! irahboom. i cursed him. johnboom.
jerome came along. cursed me. jeromeboom!
haha. and all the cursing stopped till i had to go for ec. ms chong came.
math lesson. i was focusing. though i was really beaten up.
it was hard to concentrate. 1/3 & 1/2 were rehearsing for the campfire item. playing catch, i suppose. and i wonder how and why they played catch?
not primary school, okay. - norfi has a point. after ec, brenda snacked with me for a little while. listening to BEEP. hahas. crazeeyy. accompanied her at the bustop. haha. avi mats were there. petrified grannie. lolls.wanted return home with markcus but he wanted to bowl. so. i went home alone. and almost missed my bustop.
anyways. i have alot to do. english - done! ms chong gave me some practices to do.and am not mad with that. cus i need it. ((: i told her that i'm still confused with some topics. and i have practices due by the end of the week. i'm left with only 1 exercise left. quite fast, eh! ((:
will be studying history soon. by 7. and it's tv,relax and dinna time.
i don't have a time-table for myself. but am organised. for real okay!
i don't know what tomorrow would be like.
still, the point is. with the principal not obeying the school values, it's utterly disappointing. how could he run the school if he keeps on yakking about 7a(es) and the school values when he, himself couldn't show such an example.
compassion? humility? respect? integrity? sense of reponsibility?! trust
utterlydisappointing.
dear God, give me the strength to carry on in school without fail and not disappoint parents,friends,sisters and teachers.
and also. might there be a someone who will shine a little light of hope on me and hand it back to me.
ameen.
outtahere.
without you, where do i belong?
without you, how can i go on?
tell me how am i suppose to live my life, without you.