Wednesday, February 22, 2006
(7:59:00 PM)
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it's per usual
(saw shaqif today)
surprisingly, the days are getting worse than expected. and i mean. much worse.
i was worried again during the assembly. HE didn't do anything again.
that's it. ONE WEEK. still, no actions taken. i'm fed-up okay. fed-up.
i'm trying my best to look for HIM and Mr Lam. but, to no avail. oh, look at how things are turning great. UGH!
at least natasha, brenda's helping. trying their best. AHH.
and today's one of the worst day of my life.
no offence to anyone but, i cried as if someone passed away. well, you should know how the cry is. and it's terrible. the class was sucking my blood after school.
and i was left with half an hour for band. ONLY.
someone ate in class. we saw the food wrapper. no one owned up.
UGH. we were made to stay in class till someone own up. utterlydisappointed.
no one owned up. and we were all STARVED. some didn't even have anythign for recess. ARRR.
we spoke.we shouted. we screamed. we confronted.
almost half the class cried. EVEN THE BOYS. not surprising.
i really can't stand the class.
some didn't care about the class.
mrs gan had a point. i believe it wasn't just about eating in class.
we had alot, alot of problems among the class.
one for all! all for one! while we were TRYING to solve things out.
some did HOMEWORK, READ A BOOK. how AMAZING is that.
i was absolutely disappointed by then. tried to hold back my tears.
joseph then sucked my blood. showed me his selfish-ness. his true-colours.
i failed to hold it back and just let the tears out. i cried like hell.
joseph didn't show respect to me and the class.
so did sumi. pathetic okay. the only thing they know is to complain like hell.
joseph's selfish. he thinks he's the only one who has homework,tuition, and also has no permission frm parents.
so that's his excuse for not coming for our campfire item practice.
majority even got double the homework. and also double the nagging by our parents okay.
so we sacrificed out time, MEALS for NOTHING.
arrr. i'm so gonna PMS joseph,sumi. avoid, ignore them for the rest of my life, i suppose!
they don't deserve my kindness. ugh! will not talk to them. well. if i have projects,discussion with them, i will talk to them for sure.
we still went for band. half an hour. mr alvin was surprisingly helpful today. to one/one.
especially. he gave a very good piece of advice.
" just make sure our band isn't like that " yeah. it might not be a high class advice. but i will seriously heed it. band is a time to relax. in fact, every cca is just to relax, calm yourself down. and burst out all of your emotions.
thanks to mr alvin. surprisingly, he's the one who made my day today. he gave chocolates frm MARKS AND SPENCER ((: and i will buy it soon.
i've learnt alot of things today. even though it wasn't an enjoyable one.
ronny was wrong when he told the class not to cry. you guys need to be strong.
i have a say too.
i said..
" well we just can't bottle up all our emotions. somehow. one way or another, later, we'd need to burst it out. and we might be afraid to throw tandrums at others. so what better way than to cry and let out all of your emotions? we just can't let our emotions take over oursleves just like that, right ? "
eugene. " a rubber band has a limit, okay " - that was superb from a small,cute boy. ((:
eugene. mr alvin made my day today. ((= thanks alot. you don't know how much it means to me.
to vivian. thanks for the treat. you filled my empty stomach. and i appreciate it alot.
loves! we went to mcdees @ plaza after band (((:
i think tomorrow's gonna be worse. uggghhh.
irah.