Tuesday, February 28, 2006
(9:36:00 PM)
""
you raise me up, i thank you,
her parents are awake, from coma.
thank god.
today was a great day at first. and dang. it ended off, bad, bad, bad.
home ec. hahas. my nasi lemak turned out gggrreaaat. dad, mrs vincent, brenda, nata complimented me, okay!
haha. alane misses home ec. awww.
anyways..
i was singing, making a fool outta myself in class. BUT. i was paying attention, okay.
had fun with KIM! singing, entertaining people.
and during our practice for the campfire item, it was one helluva practice la!
the girls were dancing, yes they were. but they didn't put in effort, energy.
kim and me were obviously not satisfied. they weren't even close to our expectations.
ugh. currently writing an essay about who i am. easy.
chatting with ALANE! craving for ljs' combo 2 & 3.
peace&blessings,
IRAH. =)
dang. this bloody entry is boring.
""
her parents are awake, from coma.
thank god.
today was a great day at first. and dang. it ended off, bad, bad, bad.
home ec. hahas. my nasi lemak turned out gggrreaaat. dad, mrs vincent, brenda, nata complimented me, okay!
haha. alane misses home ec. awww.
anyways..
i was singing, making a fool outta myself in class. BUT. i was paying attention, okay.
had fun with KIM! singing, entertaining people.
and during our practice for the campfire item, it was one helluva practice la!
the girls were dancing, yes they were. but they didn't put in effort, energy.
kim and me were obviously not satisfied. they weren't even close to our expectations.
ugh. currently writing an essay about who i am. easy.
chatting with ALANE! craving for ljs' combo 2 & 3.
peace&blessings,
IRAH. =)
dang. this bloody entry is boring.
Monday, February 27, 2006
(8:17:00 PM)
""
for you,
""
this song inspired me. it really did.it is meant for our parents, teachers and even friends whom we grew up together. and vivian knows why i want this song to be played on my blog.
(6:00:00 PM)
""
come back into her arms,
i was utterly shocked. i turned pale. i thought she was laughing. she was crying, shivering.
she called my name a few times.
i can't get her words clear. she was crying continuously.
told her to calm down and then she told me.
her parents are both hospitalized, having an operation.
the disappointing thing is that she just got to know when she came back. and they didn't want her to visit her parents.
i don't know what i should do. i'm crying too. i will give her a few calls or maybe meet her soon to check her out.
i'll pray for you, my dearest friend. you're parents will be fine.
dear god,
please give me and my friend the greatest strength to overcome this obstacle.
her parents are part of her life. and she needs them. please, make vivian feel better.
and i pray that everything will be fine.
ameen.
my heart's beating fast. help ?
""
i was utterly shocked. i turned pale. i thought she was laughing. she was crying, shivering.
she called my name a few times.
i can't get her words clear. she was crying continuously.
told her to calm down and then she told me.
her parents are both hospitalized, having an operation.
the disappointing thing is that she just got to know when she came back. and they didn't want her to visit her parents.
i don't know what i should do. i'm crying too. i will give her a few calls or maybe meet her soon to check her out.
i'll pray for you, my dearest friend. you're parents will be fine.
dear god,
please give me and my friend the greatest strength to overcome this obstacle.
her parents are part of her life. and she needs them. please, make vivian feel better.
and i pray that everything will be fine.
ameen.
my heart's beating fast. help ?
(5:36:00 PM)
""
my first ever billabong pencil case,
YEAAHH.
""
my first ever billabong pencil case,YEAAHH.
(4:52:00 PM)
""
outtacontrol,
i'm glad that today's better than last week. history was FUN! but tiring. well, it has always been that way. taking down notes. UGH. english was surprisingly boring today. hee.
umm. art was cool. primary,secondary colours.
PSE. haha. campfire item! ((: it was so cool that i can finally dance! i never thought i would.
norfi was stunned by someone's dance. hehe.
it was so cool that students from the neighbouring classes went to peep at our class when we were dancing! i felt proud by then. looking at my class, together, cooperating, DANCING THEIR ASSES OFF! that was the greatest part of today. at least I have something to be proud of my class. whoaah! =DD
1/1 was super nice today. had no problems with anyone. hahas. though, dominic was absolutely lame. that has been normal, actually.
i finally got a billabong pencilcase! yeaaahhh. even though it's pink, it's not too striking. plus! the material is super nice. i like ~
i have two SHORT essays to write today. yay. essays. lovelove!
alright. i'm 'malnourished' now. i need to eat BADLY. and write the essays, pronto. and then it's time for TV.
today has been gooood. so far. yay.
until the next time,
irah! ((:
lovelove.
p.s: thanks to ALANE! & friends for reassuring me that things will go back to normal. loves! ((:
""
i'm glad that today's better than last week. history was FUN! but tiring. well, it has always been that way. taking down notes. UGH. english was surprisingly boring today. hee.
umm. art was cool. primary,secondary colours.
PSE. haha. campfire item! ((: it was so cool that i can finally dance! i never thought i would.
norfi was stunned by someone's dance. hehe.
it was so cool that students from the neighbouring classes went to peep at our class when we were dancing! i felt proud by then. looking at my class, together, cooperating, DANCING THEIR ASSES OFF! that was the greatest part of today. at least I have something to be proud of my class. whoaah! =DD
1/1 was super nice today. had no problems with anyone. hahas. though, dominic was absolutely lame. that has been normal, actually.
i finally got a billabong pencilcase! yeaaahhh. even though it's pink, it's not too striking. plus! the material is super nice. i like ~
i have two SHORT essays to write today. yay. essays. lovelove!
alright. i'm 'malnourished' now. i need to eat BADLY. and write the essays, pronto. and then it's time for TV.
today has been gooood. so far. yay.
until the next time,
irah! ((:
lovelove.
p.s: thanks to ALANE! & friends for reassuring me that things will go back to normal. loves! ((:
Sunday, February 26, 2006
(7:54:00 PM)
""
it feels good. so good.
it feels good to have naps. finally. i never thought that i could ever take naps again. (: but i did! hahas. saturday was a pretty long day at home.
homework.tv.NAP. and it feels goooood.
today. after religious education, napped! ahaha. mom woke me up for dinna.
and it .. FEELS GOOD.
lols. what an entry.
i don't know what tomorrow brings! i hope it's one good old day. ((:
and i haven't been singing for a very long time. aieee. that sucks.
i watched "the exorcism of emily rose" yesterday night.
and it was one helluva movie. 5 stars. it shocked the helloutta me.
and it is only now that i know that it's a true story. and that is why the name 'Emily Rose' seems to be absolutely familiar.
i don't know why i'm saying this, but um. i kinda looking forward to visiting her graveyard. sheesh.
currently doing something for DAVINA! hee. pick out 6 adjectives which best describes her. easy.
peace&blessings,
irah! ((:
""
it feels good to have naps. finally. i never thought that i could ever take naps again. (: but i did! hahas. saturday was a pretty long day at home.
homework.tv.NAP. and it feels goooood.
today. after religious education, napped! ahaha. mom woke me up for dinna.
and it .. FEELS GOOD.
lols. what an entry.
i don't know what tomorrow brings! i hope it's one good old day. ((:
and i haven't been singing for a very long time. aieee. that sucks.
i watched "the exorcism of emily rose" yesterday night.
and it was one helluva movie. 5 stars. it shocked the helloutta me.
and it is only now that i know that it's a true story. and that is why the name 'Emily Rose' seems to be absolutely familiar.
i don't know why i'm saying this, but um. i kinda looking forward to visiting her graveyard. sheesh.
currently doing something for DAVINA! hee. pick out 6 adjectives which best describes her. easy.
peace&blessings,
irah! ((:
Saturday, February 25, 2006
(11:14:00 AM)
""
guess who's back?
yes. so they're back from OBS. and i know alane should be feeling better and so looking forward to school on monday. hee =)
yesterday was exhausting. i almost fell asleep during band sectionals. pathetic.
english lesson. we showed off our dance item to mrs gan and ms siti.
i didnt do quite well. i was eminently exhausted by then.
after band! haa! the first thing i saw in the canteen. SHAQIF! followed by hisham and gang.
and then i saw JianHui. woohoo. missess ((:
i gave hisham and shaqif an update on what had happened while they're gone.
i went home with shaqif. we were talking all sorts of thing.
um. i decided to go to mcdees. and it just keeps getting better!
feede.gerri.johnp.marcus.imran. - saw them.
they were getting ready for town for johnp's birthday.
yesyes. happy belated 18th birthday, john paul :))
hm. i heard alot of stuff about OBS.
jerome from 5/1 gang even said he still feel as though his on the boat. get well soon, okay.
blablabla. went home. chatted with shaqif. off to dinner at bedok.
poof! bed.
this entry is bloody boring.
sorry alane. ):
""
yes. so they're back from OBS. and i know alane should be feeling better and so looking forward to school on monday. hee =)
yesterday was exhausting. i almost fell asleep during band sectionals. pathetic.
english lesson. we showed off our dance item to mrs gan and ms siti.
i didnt do quite well. i was eminently exhausted by then.
after band! haa! the first thing i saw in the canteen. SHAQIF! followed by hisham and gang.
and then i saw JianHui. woohoo. missess ((:
i gave hisham and shaqif an update on what had happened while they're gone.
i went home with shaqif. we were talking all sorts of thing.
um. i decided to go to mcdees. and it just keeps getting better!
feede.gerri.johnp.marcus.imran. - saw them.
they were getting ready for town for johnp's birthday.
yesyes. happy belated 18th birthday, john paul :))
hm. i heard alot of stuff about OBS.
jerome from 5/1 gang even said he still feel as though his on the boat. get well soon, okay.
blablabla. went home. chatted with shaqif. off to dinner at bedok.
poof! bed.
this entry is bloody boring.
sorry alane. ):
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
(9:32:00 PM)
""
you make me melt
i've watched American Idol Season 5. but am sleepy. so decided to turn in after this update. a sixteen yr old! lisa tucker.she makes me melt whenever she sings.
she's sixteen okay! ((:
lisa,lisa. all the way.
she rocks.
((: turning in now.
until next time,
irah.
""
i've watched American Idol Season 5. but am sleepy. so decided to turn in after this update. a sixteen yr old! lisa tucker.she makes me melt whenever she sings.
she's sixteen okay! ((:
lisa,lisa. all the way.
she rocks.
((: turning in now.
until next time,
irah.
(7:59:00 PM)
""
it's per usual
(saw shaqif today)
surprisingly, the days are getting worse than expected. and i mean. much worse.
i was worried again during the assembly. HE didn't do anything again.
that's it. ONE WEEK. still, no actions taken. i'm fed-up okay. fed-up.
i'm trying my best to look for HIM and Mr Lam. but, to no avail. oh, look at how things are turning great. UGH!
at least natasha, brenda's helping. trying their best. AHH.
and today's one of the worst day of my life.
no offence to anyone but, i cried as if someone passed away. well, you should know how the cry is. and it's terrible. the class was sucking my blood after school.
and i was left with half an hour for band. ONLY.
someone ate in class. we saw the food wrapper. no one owned up.
UGH. we were made to stay in class till someone own up. utterlydisappointed.
no one owned up. and we were all STARVED. some didn't even have anythign for recess. ARRR.
we spoke.we shouted. we screamed. we confronted.
almost half the class cried. EVEN THE BOYS. not surprising.
i really can't stand the class.
some didn't care about the class.
mrs gan had a point. i believe it wasn't just about eating in class.
we had alot, alot of problems among the class.
one for all! all for one! while we were TRYING to solve things out.
some did HOMEWORK, READ A BOOK. how AMAZING is that.
i was absolutely disappointed by then. tried to hold back my tears.
joseph then sucked my blood. showed me his selfish-ness. his true-colours.
i failed to hold it back and just let the tears out. i cried like hell.
joseph didn't show respect to me and the class.
so did sumi. pathetic okay. the only thing they know is to complain like hell.
joseph's selfish. he thinks he's the only one who has homework,tuition, and also has no permission frm parents.
so that's his excuse for not coming for our campfire item practice.
majority even got double the homework. and also double the nagging by our parents okay.
so we sacrificed out time, MEALS for NOTHING.
arrr. i'm so gonna PMS joseph,sumi. avoid, ignore them for the rest of my life, i suppose!
they don't deserve my kindness. ugh! will not talk to them. well. if i have projects,discussion with them, i will talk to them for sure.
we still went for band. half an hour. mr alvin was surprisingly helpful today. to one/one.
especially. he gave a very good piece of advice.
" just make sure our band isn't like that " yeah. it might not be a high class advice. but i will seriously heed it. band is a time to relax. in fact, every cca is just to relax, calm yourself down. and burst out all of your emotions.
thanks to mr alvin. surprisingly, he's the one who made my day today. he gave chocolates frm MARKS AND SPENCER ((: and i will buy it soon.
i've learnt alot of things today. even though it wasn't an enjoyable one.
ronny was wrong when he told the class not to cry. you guys need to be strong.
i have a say too.
i said..
" well we just can't bottle up all our emotions. somehow. one way or another, later, we'd need to burst it out. and we might be afraid to throw tandrums at others. so what better way than to cry and let out all of your emotions? we just can't let our emotions take over oursleves just like that, right ? "
eugene. " a rubber band has a limit, okay " - that was superb from a small,cute boy. ((:
eugene. mr alvin made my day today. ((= thanks alot. you don't know how much it means to me.
to vivian. thanks for the treat. you filled my empty stomach. and i appreciate it alot.
loves! we went to mcdees @ plaza after band (((:
i think tomorrow's gonna be worse. uggghhh.
irah.
""
(saw shaqif today)
surprisingly, the days are getting worse than expected. and i mean. much worse.
i was worried again during the assembly. HE didn't do anything again.
that's it. ONE WEEK. still, no actions taken. i'm fed-up okay. fed-up.
i'm trying my best to look for HIM and Mr Lam. but, to no avail. oh, look at how things are turning great. UGH!
at least natasha, brenda's helping. trying their best. AHH.
and today's one of the worst day of my life.
no offence to anyone but, i cried as if someone passed away. well, you should know how the cry is. and it's terrible. the class was sucking my blood after school.
and i was left with half an hour for band. ONLY.
someone ate in class. we saw the food wrapper. no one owned up.
UGH. we were made to stay in class till someone own up. utterlydisappointed.
no one owned up. and we were all STARVED. some didn't even have anythign for recess. ARRR.
we spoke.we shouted. we screamed. we confronted.
almost half the class cried. EVEN THE BOYS. not surprising.
i really can't stand the class.
some didn't care about the class.
mrs gan had a point. i believe it wasn't just about eating in class.
we had alot, alot of problems among the class.
one for all! all for one! while we were TRYING to solve things out.
some did HOMEWORK, READ A BOOK. how AMAZING is that.
i was absolutely disappointed by then. tried to hold back my tears.
joseph then sucked my blood. showed me his selfish-ness. his true-colours.
i failed to hold it back and just let the tears out. i cried like hell.
joseph didn't show respect to me and the class.
so did sumi. pathetic okay. the only thing they know is to complain like hell.
joseph's selfish. he thinks he's the only one who has homework,tuition, and also has no permission frm parents.
so that's his excuse for not coming for our campfire item practice.
majority even got double the homework. and also double the nagging by our parents okay.
so we sacrificed out time, MEALS for NOTHING.
arrr. i'm so gonna PMS joseph,sumi. avoid, ignore them for the rest of my life, i suppose!
they don't deserve my kindness. ugh! will not talk to them. well. if i have projects,discussion with them, i will talk to them for sure.
we still went for band. half an hour. mr alvin was surprisingly helpful today. to one/one.
especially. he gave a very good piece of advice.
" just make sure our band isn't like that " yeah. it might not be a high class advice. but i will seriously heed it. band is a time to relax. in fact, every cca is just to relax, calm yourself down. and burst out all of your emotions.
thanks to mr alvin. surprisingly, he's the one who made my day today. he gave chocolates frm MARKS AND SPENCER ((: and i will buy it soon.
i've learnt alot of things today. even though it wasn't an enjoyable one.
ronny was wrong when he told the class not to cry. you guys need to be strong.
i have a say too.
i said..
" well we just can't bottle up all our emotions. somehow. one way or another, later, we'd need to burst it out. and we might be afraid to throw tandrums at others. so what better way than to cry and let out all of your emotions? we just can't let our emotions take over oursleves just like that, right ? "
eugene. " a rubber band has a limit, okay " - that was superb from a small,cute boy. ((:
eugene. mr alvin made my day today. ((= thanks alot. you don't know how much it means to me.
to vivian. thanks for the treat. you filled my empty stomach. and i appreciate it alot.
loves! we went to mcdees @ plaza after band (((:
i think tomorrow's gonna be worse. uggghhh.
irah.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
(6:09:00 PM)
""
you said you were gonna help. but you didn't.
hypocrite.
saw hisham at the start of the day! ((:
anyways.
benedictkeh pissed me off today, early in the morn'.
he was there at the podium. he didn't mention a single thing about it.
he said he would try his best. ha. but i just couldn't see that.
only mrs. gan is trying to help. if the school is not giving full cooperation, i don't think i could ever find it. i believe my dad is also pissed with keh.
he didn't take any necessary action. ugh.
keh sucked my blood today, early morn, reading period.
i tried to suck back all my tears in cus i don't want people to notice it.
it's just the start of the day. i don't want anyone to be affected or anything.
reading period. i'm done with PELICAN BRIEF, Grisham's book.
decided to take out my history notes. test tomorrow.
john,rakish,jerome were quite rowdy. they were questioning each other on the topics. ha. so i decided to give them my printed history note. and decided to give another copy after they 'fought' over one note.
recess was with grannnie brenda. loves! went crazy with kat and her.
i was quite beaten up throughout the whole day.
guess what. science - first period. oh man.
after school. waiting for ms chong for math ec.
john cursed me! irahboom. i cursed him. johnboom.
jerome came along. cursed me. jeromeboom!
haha. and all the cursing stopped till i had to go for ec. ms chong came.
math lesson. i was focusing. though i was really beaten up.
it was hard to concentrate. 1/3 & 1/2 were rehearsing for the campfire item. playing catch, i suppose. and i wonder how and why they played catch?
not primary school, okay. - norfi has a point. after ec, brenda snacked with me for a little while. listening to BEEP. hahas. crazeeyy. accompanied her at the bustop. haha. avi mats were there. petrified grannie. lolls.wanted return home with markcus but he wanted to bowl. so. i went home alone. and almost missed my bustop.
anyways. i have alot to do. english - done! ms chong gave me some practices to do.and am not mad with that. cus i need it. ((: i told her that i'm still confused with some topics. and i have practices due by the end of the week. i'm left with only 1 exercise left. quite fast, eh! ((:
will be studying history soon. by 7. and it's tv,relax and dinna time.
i don't have a time-table for myself. but am organised. for real okay!
i don't know what tomorrow would be like.
still, the point is. with the principal not obeying the school values, it's utterly disappointing. how could he run the school if he keeps on yakking about 7a(es) and the school values when he, himself couldn't show such an example.
compassion? humility? respect? integrity? sense of reponsibility?! trust
utterlydisappointing.
dear God, give me the strength to carry on in school without fail and not disappoint parents,friends,sisters and teachers.
and also. might there be a someone who will shine a little light of hope on me and hand it back to me.
ameen.
outtahere.
without you, where do i belong?
without you, how can i go on?
tell me how am i suppose to live my life, without you.
""
hypocrite.
saw hisham at the start of the day! ((:
anyways.
benedictkeh pissed me off today, early in the morn'.
he was there at the podium. he didn't mention a single thing about it.
he said he would try his best. ha. but i just couldn't see that.
only mrs. gan is trying to help. if the school is not giving full cooperation, i don't think i could ever find it. i believe my dad is also pissed with keh.
he didn't take any necessary action. ugh.
keh sucked my blood today, early morn, reading period.
i tried to suck back all my tears in cus i don't want people to notice it.
it's just the start of the day. i don't want anyone to be affected or anything.
reading period. i'm done with PELICAN BRIEF, Grisham's book.
decided to take out my history notes. test tomorrow.
john,rakish,jerome were quite rowdy. they were questioning each other on the topics. ha. so i decided to give them my printed history note. and decided to give another copy after they 'fought' over one note.
recess was with grannnie brenda. loves! went crazy with kat and her.
i was quite beaten up throughout the whole day.
guess what. science - first period. oh man.
after school. waiting for ms chong for math ec.
john cursed me! irahboom. i cursed him. johnboom.
jerome came along. cursed me. jeromeboom!
haha. and all the cursing stopped till i had to go for ec. ms chong came.
math lesson. i was focusing. though i was really beaten up.
it was hard to concentrate. 1/3 & 1/2 were rehearsing for the campfire item. playing catch, i suppose. and i wonder how and why they played catch?
not primary school, okay. - norfi has a point. after ec, brenda snacked with me for a little while. listening to BEEP. hahas. crazeeyy. accompanied her at the bustop. haha. avi mats were there. petrified grannie. lolls.wanted return home with markcus but he wanted to bowl. so. i went home alone. and almost missed my bustop.
anyways. i have alot to do. english - done! ms chong gave me some practices to do.and am not mad with that. cus i need it. ((: i told her that i'm still confused with some topics. and i have practices due by the end of the week. i'm left with only 1 exercise left. quite fast, eh! ((:
will be studying history soon. by 7. and it's tv,relax and dinna time.
i don't have a time-table for myself. but am organised. for real okay!
i don't know what tomorrow would be like.
still, the point is. with the principal not obeying the school values, it's utterly disappointing. how could he run the school if he keeps on yakking about 7a(es) and the school values when he, himself couldn't show such an example.
compassion? humility? respect? integrity? sense of reponsibility?! trust
utterlydisappointing.
dear God, give me the strength to carry on in school without fail and not disappoint parents,friends,sisters and teachers.
and also. might there be a someone who will shine a little light of hope on me and hand it back to me.
ameen.
outtahere.
without you, where do i belong?
without you, how can i go on?
tell me how am i suppose to live my life, without you.
Monday, February 20, 2006
(8:18:00 PM)
""
it isn't the way it was.
hm. it wasn't as chaotic anymore after school at the canteen.
usually it would be a whole lot rowdier after school.
the sec 3s and almost all of the sec 5s are off to Ubin for OBS. :))
some, don't look forward to it, some do, some don't even care.
i don't know. UBIN's a nice place. been there before for p5 camp.
nana went for OBS. i guess it was one helluva experience.
you'll learn alot of things. and nana came back home and boast about all the things she learnt there. kayaking was the highlight, i guess.
hours, kayaking. till nana got sunburn. and could hardly move around,freely.
haha. she was already tanned(dark!) by then.
""
hm. it wasn't as chaotic anymore after school at the canteen.
usually it would be a whole lot rowdier after school.
the sec 3s and almost all of the sec 5s are off to Ubin for OBS. :))
some, don't look forward to it, some do, some don't even care.
i don't know. UBIN's a nice place. been there before for p5 camp.
nana went for OBS. i guess it was one helluva experience.
you'll learn alot of things. and nana came back home and boast about all the things she learnt there. kayaking was the highlight, i guess.
hours, kayaking. till nana got sunburn. and could hardly move around,freely.
haha. she was already tanned(dark!) by then.
gonna miss most of my friends frm sec 3.
haha. only 5 days. no worries, okay. safe trip there! (:
saw dearests vivian and vanessa. i hope viv is alright by now. her grandfather's leave affected me. r.i.p . loves.
off home.
BOOM. homework. TV :))
imouttahere.
(8:14:00 PM)
""
a part of me. is dying. well, almost. help ?
""
(6:41:00 PM)
""
WHEN I EAT TOO MUCH, THEY SAY IT'S WRONG.
WHEN I EAT TOO LITTLE, THEY SAY IT'S WRONG.
SO? what am i suppose to do ?
and. i just placed my alram clock on my desk. is that so wrong?
do i really deserve that bang on my head.
unreasonable okay.
TODAY SUCK. really.
""
WHEN I EAT TOO LITTLE, THEY SAY IT'S WRONG.
SO? what am i suppose to do ?
and. i just placed my alram clock on my desk. is that so wrong?
do i really deserve that bang on my head.
unreasonable okay.
TODAY SUCK. really.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
(8:43:00 PM)
""
YOU'RE SPECIAL. EVERYONE IS.
" Life is like a book with many different chapters, some tell of tragedy and others of triumph. Some chapter are dull and ordinary, others intense and exciting. The key to being a success in life is to never stop on a difficult page, to never quit on a tough chapter. Champions have the courage to keep turning the pages because the know a better chapter lies ahead." this one's meant for norfi.
" Things change, no matter how hard you try to stop them from changing.
Sometimes they change for the better and sometimes for the worse, but they change. And when they do, you're not always ready to let go or to grab on." this one's meant for hisham.
When you feel as if you can't trust anyone, including your parents and friends; when you feel that your mind is deceiving you, you can always trust your heart. Every beat is an agreement, and if you break one of those agreements, your heart sinks lower and lower. Remember you always have your heart to fall back on. If you believe in the beating of your heart, it will always stay strong." this one's meant for me.
" There are people that come and go in our lives. Some are forgotten, but some are forever imprinted in our minds. Cherish your memories while they last; it's times like these that remind us to never forget the past." this one's meant for natasha.
" Live life, have big dreams, seek a path and pursue it; the journey may get rough and rocky; sometimes smooth and slow, but be persistent, success will be yours." this one's meant for rasyiqa.
i hope they all are encouraged by it. it's specially done for them.
" Life is not easy. Everyone gets knocked down so there is no shame in it. The shame comes when you fail to get back up." this is for everyone who needs this. LOVES (:
today was okay. got cards. and a present. these poems will be delivered to these special people by tomorrow or by the end of this week.
""
" Life is like a book with many different chapters, some tell of tragedy and others of triumph. Some chapter are dull and ordinary, others intense and exciting. The key to being a success in life is to never stop on a difficult page, to never quit on a tough chapter. Champions have the courage to keep turning the pages because the know a better chapter lies ahead." this one's meant for norfi.
" Things change, no matter how hard you try to stop them from changing.
Sometimes they change for the better and sometimes for the worse, but they change. And when they do, you're not always ready to let go or to grab on." this one's meant for hisham.
When you feel as if you can't trust anyone, including your parents and friends; when you feel that your mind is deceiving you, you can always trust your heart. Every beat is an agreement, and if you break one of those agreements, your heart sinks lower and lower. Remember you always have your heart to fall back on. If you believe in the beating of your heart, it will always stay strong." this one's meant for me.
" There are people that come and go in our lives. Some are forgotten, but some are forever imprinted in our minds. Cherish your memories while they last; it's times like these that remind us to never forget the past." this one's meant for natasha.
" Live life, have big dreams, seek a path and pursue it; the journey may get rough and rocky; sometimes smooth and slow, but be persistent, success will be yours." this one's meant for rasyiqa.
i hope they all are encouraged by it. it's specially done for them.
" Life is not easy. Everyone gets knocked down so there is no shame in it. The shame comes when you fail to get back up." this is for everyone who needs this. LOVES (:
today was okay. got cards. and a present. these poems will be delivered to these special people by tomorrow or by the end of this week.
Monday, February 13, 2006
(8:29:00 PM)
""
good monday.
a quick update.
today's a good day.
studied for hours after school. guiness record , kayy!
puay keat was killing me with my vtines card.
then i decided not to do any. at all. hahas.
i stayed behind. to study and do loads of hmk.
CHONGBOOM gave alot of hmk. but HEY! no pro. " use a calculator to evaluate " ..
HAHAS.
i have not went to the library! TSK.
i'm feeling better!
(: thanks to VINA,ALVIN,HARIS,AMIN && ALL MY FRIENDS who've hoped i would get well.
today. i could sing! sang with nana throughout the journey back home.
after studying. caught nana and gang - CANTEEN.
shaqif gave me the worse shock of my life. (: HAHA.
hisham. cheer up. things are gonna get better. im sure =)) smiless (;
i owe you a thing for you to cheer up! **
okay. i can't believe i did this update in less than five minutes.
home econs test tmr. haha. practical lesson tmr.
yayme. =)))
fornow.
homeecons to study.
and tv to watch. =))
loves ;)
""
a quick update.
today's a good day.
studied for hours after school. guiness record , kayy!
puay keat was killing me with my vtines card.
then i decided not to do any. at all. hahas.
i stayed behind. to study and do loads of hmk.
CHONGBOOM gave alot of hmk. but HEY! no pro. " use a calculator to evaluate " ..
HAHAS.
i have not went to the library! TSK.
i'm feeling better!
(: thanks to VINA,ALVIN,HARIS,AMIN && ALL MY FRIENDS who've hoped i would get well.
today. i could sing! sang with nana throughout the journey back home.
after studying. caught nana and gang - CANTEEN.
shaqif gave me the worse shock of my life. (: HAHA.
hisham. cheer up. things are gonna get better. im sure =)) smiless (;
i owe you a thing for you to cheer up! **
okay. i can't believe i did this update in less than five minutes.
home econs test tmr. haha. practical lesson tmr.
yayme. =)))
fornow.
homeecons to study.
and tv to watch. =))
loves ;)
Sunday, February 12, 2006
(4:20:00 PM)
""
bored. help.
i need my bestfriends ; magazines and books. pronto. (:
have returned my library books yesterday.
today. didn't go for religious education. i was coughing like mad and was sick and tired of it.
i'm tired. i wanna rest and watch tv.
see ya.
valentines' is coming. and i don't care! =D
""
i need my bestfriends ; magazines and books. pronto. (:
have returned my library books yesterday.
today. didn't go for religious education. i was coughing like mad and was sick and tired of it.
i'm tired. i wanna rest and watch tv.
see ya.
valentines' is coming. and i don't care! =D
Friday, February 10, 2006
(7:41:00 PM)
""
and one more thing..
hee. i'm so silly. i've forgotten something :))
got into band. tiring. but. funn. playing the french horn.
yeah! finally. horrneyy section.
jayne,sahida,rasyiqa.
dale's the section leader. ha.
okay. woke up way early. at 9.
haha! surprise in the morning!
the brother sms-ed me! yayymee.
now. doing history hmk. oh my.
do you know that i'm struggling!
rent's seminar today at sch. accompanying momma.
(:
""
hee. i'm so silly. i've forgotten something :))
got into band. tiring. but. funn. playing the french horn.
yeah! finally. horrneyy section.
jayne,sahida,rasyiqa.
dale's the section leader. ha.
okay. woke up way early. at 9.
haha! surprise in the morning!
the brother sms-ed me! yayymee.
now. doing history hmk. oh my.
do you know that i'm struggling!
rent's seminar today at sch. accompanying momma.
(:
(7:27:00 PM)
""
sick of ..
don't mind the title. hee. i'm sick.yesyes. not sick of anyone. : )) maybe some. whatev. cough's getting worse. the feverish feeling's coming back.
and AM NOT HAPPY. ugh!
reading jiahan's, charlotte's blog has been quite an update.
remembered how bimbotic we used to be. i bet charlotte is still as bimbotic as she was! jiahan's moderate. like me.
school has been pretty hectic this month. am so freakin pissed (whitechicks' slang!) hee. early of this month has been down.downdown.
anti-drug dance will be tmr. haaS! wondering if i could go.
mom going to parents' seminar tmr. :)) haha.
i'm sick of coughing! see ya soon, people.
loves. irah.
:))
""
don't mind the title. hee. i'm sick.yesyes. not sick of anyone. : )) maybe some. whatev. cough's getting worse. the feverish feeling's coming back.
and AM NOT HAPPY. ugh!
reading jiahan's, charlotte's blog has been quite an update.
remembered how bimbotic we used to be. i bet charlotte is still as bimbotic as she was! jiahan's moderate. like me.
school has been pretty hectic this month. am so freakin pissed (whitechicks' slang!) hee. early of this month has been down.downdown.
anti-drug dance will be tmr. haaS! wondering if i could go.
mom going to parents' seminar tmr. :)) haha.
i'm sick of coughing! see ya soon, people.
loves. irah.
:))
Thursday, February 9, 2006
(7:23:00 PM)
""
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a part of me's dying.
help.
Tuesday, February 7, 2006
(9:04:00 PM)
""
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nobody's gonna love me better
i must stickwitu forever
you know howta appreciate me
i must stickwitu, my baybee
nobody ever made me feel this way,
i must stickwitu
Friday, February 3, 2006
(9:32:00 PM)
""
x-country BAYBEH.
haha. i didnt think i could make it. like even. completed the run. i'm clueless to the distance i ran at macritchie this morning.
dad sent me and nana. we grabbed VINA along. yay her. FYI. her voice SEXAY! haha. GERRI too. sore throat,cough.blah.
by the time we were suppose to assemble. yes. i saw H. but i was having fever than. was worried, for sure. i didn't think i could run. complete the run.
and i thought i was just watching the people running.
but i ran ! yes i did.
warm-up.stretching. was great. mr jerome tan was not his usual self!
he was laughing. joking around. even making a fool out of himself.
giggles-girls did. while we were warming up. zuladly, shaqif&gang was around. and to my uttermost curiousity. i didn't know what they were there for. zuladly was fooling around la. get lost.
i was told that the top runners of class need to be at the front. I DID!
hahas. took clare,kimberly,angeling along with me.
in the end. i end up chasing clare with kimberly. she was such a poor thing.
kimberly was sick. and was slow. i just jogged while she brisk walked behind me.
finishing line. clare and me. i sprinted. i got 35th. she got 37th. ooh. congrats to everyone. prize presentation. i screamed and applauded like hell. michelle too.
everyone stared. what shit !
and actually i was on the urge to answer nature's call. michelle accompanied.
after x-country. town-ed. waved mr tan, mr hisham, mr dearie kumar gdbye.
saw H & gang. - bowling at bp.
i town-ed with. AMIRA.ALVIN.CHRISTIE.GERRI.GARY.FIDDY.KAILIN.EUGENE.JOHN.NORFI.RASYIQA.NANA.
.. cineleisure,ngeeann,heeren. && ..
then to westmall. back home with FIDDY.
thanks for the bus fares you all provided me with. will pay you up.
hee. pathetic.
back at home.parents.karaoke-ing. hahas. ears were red. antiques could crack. haha.
i went home to read the strait times. shqif told me to , as there was an article about arwah hirwan. someone tried to save him, failed. oh, sadness.tears.
tried to cheerup. dinna- kfc. chatted here and there. watching SLEEPOVER later.
john & H rock my world.
thanks.
hott.=)
""
haha. i didnt think i could make it. like even. completed the run. i'm clueless to the distance i ran at macritchie this morning.
dad sent me and nana. we grabbed VINA along. yay her. FYI. her voice SEXAY! haha. GERRI too. sore throat,cough.blah.
by the time we were suppose to assemble. yes. i saw H. but i was having fever than. was worried, for sure. i didn't think i could run. complete the run.
and i thought i was just watching the people running.
but i ran ! yes i did.
warm-up.stretching. was great. mr jerome tan was not his usual self!
he was laughing. joking around. even making a fool out of himself.
giggles-girls did. while we were warming up. zuladly, shaqif&gang was around. and to my uttermost curiousity. i didn't know what they were there for. zuladly was fooling around la. get lost.
i was told that the top runners of class need to be at the front. I DID!
hahas. took clare,kimberly,angeling along with me.
in the end. i end up chasing clare with kimberly. she was such a poor thing.
kimberly was sick. and was slow. i just jogged while she brisk walked behind me.
finishing line. clare and me. i sprinted. i got 35th. she got 37th. ooh. congrats to everyone. prize presentation. i screamed and applauded like hell. michelle too.
everyone stared. what shit !
and actually i was on the urge to answer nature's call. michelle accompanied.
after x-country. town-ed. waved mr tan, mr hisham, mr dearie kumar gdbye.
saw H & gang. - bowling at bp.
i town-ed with. AMIRA.ALVIN.CHRISTIE.GERRI.GARY.FIDDY.KAILIN.EUGENE.JOHN.NORFI.RASYIQA.NANA.
.. cineleisure,ngeeann,heeren. && ..
then to westmall. back home with FIDDY.
thanks for the bus fares you all provided me with. will pay you up.
hee. pathetic.
back at home.parents.karaoke-ing. hahas. ears were red. antiques could crack. haha.
i went home to read the strait times. shqif told me to , as there was an article about arwah hirwan. someone tried to save him, failed. oh, sadness.tears.
tried to cheerup. dinna- kfc. chatted here and there. watching SLEEPOVER later.
john & H rock my world.
thanks.
hott.=)
Thursday, February 2, 2006
(6:14:00 PM)
""
in loving memory.
hirwan abdullah.
it's sad to hear someone's death. yes. i do not know him personally or anything.
but as a fellow assumptionite. i care okay.
who wouldn't be sad. his death affected me. yes. i did cried. wednesday was very solemn. for me. haas. everyone will remember, hirwan.
---
school is per usual. lessons bore me.especially history. well. math rocks.
even though SHE pms-es. english rocks. malay , okayokay.
wtv la.
swiper doesn't exist, people. and even if it does. i don't really show much concern to who it is.
---
why does everyone has to find FAULT from me ?!
"SOMEONE". pls. why are you doing this to me. tak ada kerja lain, nak cari pasal orang. you wanna argue with me. and insult. because of the death of hirwan.
what's up with you! you have nothing better to do!
please get away from my blog and never come back.
if you do. I AM GONNA HUNT YOU THE SHIT DOWN.
""
hirwan abdullah.
it's sad to hear someone's death. yes. i do not know him personally or anything.
but as a fellow assumptionite. i care okay.
who wouldn't be sad. his death affected me. yes. i did cried. wednesday was very solemn. for me. haas. everyone will remember, hirwan.
---
school is per usual. lessons bore me.especially history. well. math rocks.
even though SHE pms-es. english rocks. malay , okayokay.
wtv la.
swiper doesn't exist, people. and even if it does. i don't really show much concern to who it is.
---
why does everyone has to find FAULT from me ?!
"SOMEONE". pls. why are you doing this to me. tak ada kerja lain, nak cari pasal orang. you wanna argue with me. and insult. because of the death of hirwan.
what's up with you! you have nothing better to do!
please get away from my blog and never come back.
if you do. I AM GONNA HUNT YOU THE SHIT DOWN.